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[Khalistanisinghni]

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[S1ngh]

Sikhi is both bani and bana. Bani is very important as it helps you when you fell on tough time.

It is a good sign that you feel not so good about going against rehat but you need to learn that Sikhi is much brighter and cool than the current fashion trend or what your classmates are doing.

You need to make personal connection with god and worry less about what others will think or do. Everyone make mistakes but few learn to bounce back on feet. Do ardas and then start the learning Sikhi process. you are lucky that you realized at 14 that you are maybe going on wrong path. I wish you all good luck..