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I'M GOING CRAZY, THERE IS THIS BRICK WALL AROUND MY HEAD, AND I WANT TO BREAK THROUGH, RIGHT NOW, I WANA SMASH IT OPEN, I WANA BE FREE, YET I WANA BE IN CONTROL, I AM GOING CRAZY, I FEEL SO DETACHED FROM EVERYTHING, NOTHING IS REAL ANYMORE, EVRYTHING FEELS SO FAKE AND NEGATIVE.

I'M IN THIS BIG PLACE, DESSERT, AND I'M LOOKING FOR SOMETHING, BUT I CANT FIND IT, I JUST WANT IT SO BADLY, I FEEL SO ADGITATED AND ANGREY, ITS JUST ME AND MY MIND, ITS LIKE ITS A BATTLE WITH MY MIND EVERY SINGLE DAY, BUT I AM MY MIND, SO ITS MY MIND FIGHTING MY MIND, I'M DESTROYING MYSELF.

ITS LIKE WE'RE ALL IN OUR CAGES, EVERYONE IS OUT OF REACH, EVERYONE IS HERE, BUT EVERYONE IS TRAPPED IN THERE OWN THING, AND ARRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I JUST WANT SOME PEACE OF MIND, THATS ALL I WANT, I WANT TO BE AT REST, AND I DONT BELIVE IN GOD, YET I DONT BELIVE THERE ISNT A GOD, I'M IN BEWTEEN, I KNOW THAT THERE IS SOMETHING, ATLEAST I WISH THAT THERE IS SOMTHING, COS I DONT WANT THIS FEELING OF BEING ALONE TO EXTEND, I JUST WANT A PERMANET SOURCE OF LOVE, EVERYTHING ESLE IS SO FAKE, I JUST WANT SOMETHING, I DONT LIKE BEING ALONE, I DONT LIKE LIVING WITH MY MIND, I'M GOING CRAZY, I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I'M POSTING THIS HERE, I JUST WISH SOMEONE CAN UNDERSTAND, I;VE BEEN GETTING INTO SIKHI FOR THE PAST YEAR, I'VE NEVER REALLY BELIVED IN A GOD THO, I HAVE KINDA, I CANT EXAPLIN IT, I JUST WANA BREAK FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Guest Bass Singh

VJKK VJKF!

Meditating on Gods name is the key 2 everything, Vaheguru, Vaheguru, Vaheguru, Slowly........

That is what your Mind is craving for!

That Hunger of Naam can be satisfied...

Naam Japo!

VJKK VJKF!

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If I can make a suggestion, I’d say I’ve been through something similar. Everyone is different but what worked for me was going to the Gurdwara and listening to kirtan (w/o being able to grasp anything) I used to avoid the rush hour (anytime close to langar) … close your eyes and listen to kirtan as long as you can. Hope you feel a little better today.

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