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WJKK WJKF Shabad is in the link below https://www.sikhitothemax.org/shabad?id=1549&q=Ameh&type=0&source=all&highlight=18263 Can use Sikhi to the Max to find any Shabad you require

Sangat ji i had a good run over the last month but once again i think im just not cut out for this. Maybe there is something within me which is causing me to fail constantly or im just not worthy of this path. Took 2 hukamnamas over the last 3 days and both were quite upsetting to read. I feel like i have been trying and progressing but then again maybe im just not cut out for this. I will list the hukamname below if you want to see but yh. I managed to wake up amritvela for a whole month and do my 5 bania, i tried to do simran often, read extra banis, listen to kirtan, take notes on katha, but maybe recovery is too far gone. I felt like i was doing well so receiving this hukamnama is heartbreaking. Sorry. First hukamnama: Sorath Mahalla 9, Ang 631 Second hukamnama: Aasaa Bhagat Kabir Ji, Ang 479

We seem to lack wisdom and foresight, and prefer quick reactionary actions and then continue dealing with the ensuing mess for the better part of a generation. Our lot were both fighting aganist the british and for the british with no idea of what the hell the outcome is going to be. But fight we must, lol. Same with every other hot topic that comes up. We quickly feel the need to fall into a camp and pursue it with unnecessary passion.

Here's a hukamnama from dasmesh pita, explicitly referring to divali as divali and asking the sangat to come and bring offerings personally themselves (as opposed to through masands). It was big deal in our Guru ji's time:

Don't get into it, like seriously. Manage and learn to control yourself before you end up like the rest of these guys hooked on pornography and masturbation. In all honesty, it is a trap that will put you in an endless cycle of gandh.

then she was carted off to God knows where to be abused and reviled by her new faith ... shortsighted and foolish ; jumping into the fire with both eyes open