waheguru ji ............Be yourself...you are unique...everyone is unique...and Guru ji loves you.... don't care about others.....ur self esteem seems to be low....think positive....the energy, be it negative or positive, we release comes back to us.....what we give comes back to us in some way or other........ boost up your self confidence with Gurbani, nitnem, katha and keertan....Guru saab is bakhshanhaar...
hum baarik mugad eyaan, pita samjhaawenge
sut khin khin bhul bigarh, jagat pit bhaweinge
manukh bhaulan haar hai.....sirf ik guru te akal purkh bhulaan ton rahit han.........if u do somrthing worng, apologize to Guru ji.....HE loves us, we are HIS sons and daughters.....he always forgive us......I just read this in some book, forgot the name of the book, may be Gurmukh Jeewan of Bhai Sahib Bhai Veer Singh ji.......in those days.....Britishers in India were teaching christanity and one padri was doing lecture to Hindus and sikhs, he was making Christanity as the best religions and de grading the others.....He said some religion forgives a person's one mistake, some 20 or some 30...but Jesus forgives 70 times,,,,so Jesus is the biggest among all.......Bhai Veer singh was may be 7 yrs old and was listening to him......Bhai sahib interupted him and asked so whoever forgives you the most is the biggest, padri said yes......Bhai sahib said then Guru Nanak Dev ji is the biggest as he forgives infinitely.....and bhai sahib elaborated the prospects of Sikhism.....padri was shut quiet and went inside the church without saying anything..........
pray to waheguru ji every morning and every night before going to sleep.....tell him your problem and ask him to be your ang sang.....your life"ll be changed.....
waheguru ji bhalla karan......