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Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa, Waheguru ji ki Fateh. This has been happening for ages now. i'll be happy one minute then suddenly it just hits on me and i feel extremeley down. I tr yand try to look happy and i think of happy things, but then i just give up and am back to my normal self. almost depressed. I just start missing people suddenly, not anyone, but gursikhs that i've met, like really good raagis and chardikala people, then i dont know i just cry and listen to kirtan all night. I'm an amritdhari girl, in high school starting collenge next year but i don't even want to. I mean, what if you die tomorrow then what is studying going to help me. I know these are negative thoughts, but im saying the truth, thats what i think. people do notice, like parents, and i just lie, i know thats wrong, saying im tired thats why my eyes are red, or i say i got face wash in my eyes and they're stinging. i say to my parents that im studying and i just listen to raagis hours upon end, all styles, akj, classic, tunes etc. sometimes i dont even know it and im actually crying. I do pray and do simran. i want to start learning kirtan but parents say that i have to study first. I know for a fact that im going to fail, but the worst thing is that im not even bothered, so i dont even know why i mentioned education in this post. When i sometimes see a singh or singhni in bana, ijust think wow, just feel inspired but upset that there are so many bad people in the world and poor people.

So the main thing is that i feel really down, i will just listen to lots of beraag shabads, this week i've been listenening to the history of the Sahibzade and i just cry and cry. People tell me that i am too emotional, but that isn't the case. if someone is nasty to me i do stand up to them and have had many fights, so i'm not feeling sorry for myself or anything, it is just that even when the atmosphere at the gurdwara is rally happy, and everyoone is really happy at home, i still don't feel happy. I'll google a picture of a shaheed singh and just stare at it and cry without even realising. I dont think its anything to do with beraag, becaus thats a good thing. I just feel down, and always upset. I can't remember the last time when i was smiling from inside, i just do it to make my parents think i am okay. They ask me whats wrong, but how can i tell them whats wrong when i dont even know myself what wrong. I know i sound confusing but i would like to know does anyone know whats wrong with me. i have been told to eat more and sleep more but i feel like my heart is beating really fast, consistently. i also feel really impatient sometimes, and think why don't Maharaj come back today, like right now! in the same form, and bring back all the puraatan singh with them, i dont know, just get lots of really weid feelings. i just want to catch the first flight to amritsar and hug a chardikala gursikh as hard as i can and not let them go. youcan laugh at me, but these are the things that i feel. i want to be surrounded by gursikhs for the rest of my life. i have no energy to do normal things like shopping or eating, just feel lost really. Ive just been crying a lot. i dont want people to feel sorry for me, just tell me whats wrong with me, and im not going to the doctor becaise all i will be told is to have lots of water, that doesn't help me in any form. have any of you's thought like this or felt this way maybe.

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My dearest sister _weird feelings_

First of all I am extremely proud and happy that you are so much into Sikhi with such great love for raagis, shaheeds, and chardikela people, and love listening to kirtan from raagis and AKJ, Sikh history, bairaag shabads etc, and that you pray and do simran. You are so so lucky because this is what we all really come for in this world, to get into Sikhi and get very very close to Gurujee. I hope you will become an ambassador for Sikhi and let so many more people know about Sikhi.

I can picture and kinda understand what you are going through, which is also making you feel impatient, and lacking the energy to do shopping or eating, and one minute happy one minute down, and almost depressed and as you said you cry easily over things. I understand that you are apprehensive of going to a doctor who might just ask you to drink more water! hehe.

Sister, as Gurbani says nothing is perfect except God. So sometimes in our body and brain we may lack a certain chemical because our human body and our human brain is like a very complicated machine with so so many moving parts and there are hundreds of chemicals our body and brain has to produce and use. So sometimes a tiny drop in a chemical in our body or brain can cause us to feel weird, anxious etc. One of my friends had slightly too much of a hormone called the thyroid hormone in his body and that made him feel angry very fast, and so tired and his eyes started popping out big. But the doctor managed to sort it out.

It is possible that there could be a little lack of some chemical somewhere in the brain or body and this can also make you cry easily even though you are not emotional person or take away your energy, make you restless, impatient etc. So, please do go to your doctor and you can print out what you typed here and my answer and show him and see what he says. Tell him rightaway you do not want to be asked to drink just more water. Tell him you would like some tests done and a proper detailed assessment and investigation. He may refer you to a specialist which is good too. As a result of this assessment he may decide you need to take certain medication which will help you to feel better such as eating and sleeping better and less crying easily and less anxious. This will help the quality of your life and help you even pray and do simran better because your tears are not getting in the way. If the doctor does prescribe you medicines then a) always take them and b) tell him is there another way so in the long term you would prefer not to take medicine all your life. One of my friends, his body just cannot make enough vitamin D so he has to take a vitamin D tablet everyday all his life which is not a bad thing anyway because vitamin is a very important vitamin. Another person I know has severe diabetes so they got no choice but to take diabetes medicine everyday. So dont worry too much about this. We all have our little problems and doctors can help us bcause they are our friends who understand about our bodies and brain very well.

I pray to Gurujee to bless you in very way my dearest sister, and to stay in great chardikela and be successful.

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Waheguru ji ka Khalsa Waheguru ji ki fateh

Kid everyone is dukhi in some way or other so don't worry.

Kindly read the last Shabad ਸਹੰਸਰ ਦਾਨ ਦੇ ਇੰਦ੍ਰੁ ਰੋਆਇਆ ॥ at http://www.srigranth.org/servlet/gurbani.gurbani?Action=Page&Param=953&g=1&h=0&r=0&t=0&p=0&k=1&fb=0'>http://www.srigranth.org/servlet/gurbani.gurbani?Action=Page&Param=953&g=1&h=0&r=0&t=0&p=0&k=1&fb=0"]http://www.srigranth.org/servlet/gurbani.gurbani?Action=Page&Param=953&g=1&h=0&r=0&t=0&p=0&k=1&fb=0%5B/url%5D'>http://www.srigranth.org/servlet/gurbani.gurbani?Action=Page&Param=953&g=1&h=0&r=0&t=0&p=0&k=1&fb=0[/url]

Waheguru ji ka Khalsa Waheguru ji ki fateh

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Vah Vah my sister!This is the sign!!!You are getting closer to waheguru.Schooling is the worst.Guru ji says it in dakhni onkar.

ਸੁਣਿ ਪਾਡੇ ਕਿਆ ਲਿਖਹੁ ਜੰਜਾਲਾ ॥ सुणि पाडे किआ लिखहु जंजाला ॥ Suṇ pāde ki▫ā likẖahu janjālā. Listen, O Pandit, O religious scholar, why are you writing about worldly debates?

ਲਿਖੁ ਰਾਮ ਨਾਮ ਗੁਰਮੁਖਿ ਗੋਪਾਲਾ ॥੧॥ ਰਹਾਉ ॥ लिखु राम नाम गुरमुखि गोपाला ॥१॥ रहाउ ॥ Likẖ rām nām gurmukẖ gopālā. ||1|| rahā▫o. As Gurmukh, write only the Name of the Lord, the Lord of the World. ||1||Pause||

The schools are not a place to learn but a place to be corrupted in.Stay away from the school and do bani.You will get to waheguru quicker if you don't go to schoo.I knowl through my experience.

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In a world ruled by Maya, you need help in navigating it. Education helps not just in gaining employment but also in dealing with the outside world. Guru Ji wants us to interact with the world but not be affected by it.

There is nothing wrong about crying. I cry too whenever I read Bani and understand its meaning. I cry when I read/hear about the Sahibzadiya, or those great Sikhs who fought and fell fighting for righteousness but never gave up their religion. I cry because they did incredible things, went through great suffering, had to endure hardship yet remained true to Guru Ji. It makes me feel ashamed that I will never be able to emulate them, that I am not as strong or as advanced in my Sikhi. It makes me humble.

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My dearest sister _weird feelings_First of all I am extremely proud and happy that you are so much into Sikhi with such great love for raagis, shaheeds, and chardikela people, and love listening to kirtan from raagis and AKJ, Sikh history, bairaag shabads etc, and that you pray and do simran. You are so so lucky because this is what we all really come for in this world, to get into Sikhi and get very very close to Gurujee. I hope you will become an ambassador for Sikhi and let so many more people know about Sikhi.I can picture and kinda understand what you are going through, which is also making you feel impatient, and lacking the energy to do shopping or eating, and one minute happy one minute down, and almost depressed and as you said you cry easily over things. I understand that you are apprehensive of going to a doctor who might just ask you to drink more water! hehe.Sister, as Gurbani says nothing is perfect except God. So sometimes in our body and brain we may lack a certain chemical because our human body and our human brain is like a very complicated machine with so so many moving parts and there are hundreds of chemicals our body and brain has to produce and use. So sometimes a tiny drop in a chemical in our body or brain can cause us to feel weird, anxious etc. One of my friends had slightly too much of a hormone called the thyroid hormone in his body and that made him feel angry very fast, and so tired and his eyes started popping out big. But the doctor managed to sort it out.It is possible that there could be a little lack of some chemical somewhere in the brain or body and this can also make you cry easily even though you are not emotional person or take away your energy, make you restless, impatient etc. So, please do go to your doctor and you can print out what you typed here and my answer and show him and see what he says. Tell him rightaway you do not want to be asked to drink just more water. Tell him you would like some tests done and a proper detailed assessment and investigation. He may refer you to a specialist which is good too. As a result of this assessment he may decide you need to take certain medication which will help you to feel better such as eating and sleeping better and less crying easily and less anxious. This will help the quality of your life and help you even pray and do simran better because your tears are not getting in the way. If the doctor does prescribe you medicines then a) always take them and b) tell him is there another way so in the long term you would prefer not to take medicine all your life. One of my friends, his body just cannot make enough vitamin D so he has to take a vitamin D tablet everyday all his life which is not a bad thing anyway because vitamin is a very important vitamin. Another person I know has severe diabetes so they got no choice but to take diabetes medicine everyday. So dont worry too much about this. We all have our little problems and doctors can help us bcause they are our friends who understand about our bodies and brain very well.I pray to Gurujee to bless you in very way my dearest sister, and to stay in great chardikela and be successful.

Lovely post my brother. Waheguru

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Bhenjee, do not worry because you are having an experience of Maharaj de rang. It is all in God's order whatever is happening. Just carry on striving and one day you will become even better than you already are. Reading Guru's bani brings veraag which is what bhenjee seems to be experiencing. You are probably just shocked that it is happening to you. Don't feel upset, just think you are crying in happiness over Maharaj's blessing.

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I would like to thank all the people that have posted on here, this really helped because i wanted to like tell someone how i feel, but cannot actually go up to someone and i have been to the doctor, he just keeps asking me if i have had a tragedy in life or something, i knew it wasn't going to be of any use to me. I know we can do any paath, but maybe someone knows of a chaleesa or a certain shabad to make you happy, so if anyone does, could you please post it up here please.

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I would like to thank all the people that have posted on here, this really helped because i wanted to like tell someone how i feel, but cannot actually go up to someone and i have been to the doctor, he just keeps asking me if i have had a tragedy in life or something, i knew it wasn't going to be of any use to me. I know we can do any paath, but maybe someone knows of a chaleesa or a certain shabad to make you happy, so if anyone does, could you please post it up here please.

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Anand Sahib :)

thank you again, i have been doing that path aswell as others, such as malas of gurmanatar/moolmantar and even sometimes do extra japji sahibs and assa di vaar and anything i can really, i started doing ardas and i stood there for ages just crying. i do not have a clue what to do. i just feel in my own world. when no one is at home or around me i cry and scream . i just think of this for some reason, that if i cry enough at one time in one go, i wont have to cry again, but silly me doesn't realise that in reality, tears don't stop. please maharaj. i just can't forget 1984. !!!! its around new year and i still see sharabees at the gurdwara, why caant they look at all the sacrifices that Guru ji has made for us. US?? We don't evem thank him. the one who saved us! What hasn't maharaj done for us, but no. sikhs, forget the rest, SIKHS DO NOT EVEN REMEMBER HIM. Sikhi is full of shaheeds that gave up their own life, for the panth. never mind giving up our lives, we can''t even come in sikh saroop. is this not crazy? god help them stonehearted people that are born into sikhi and yet don't become part of the khalsa panth. Why/ Why don't they understand for godssake, why!!

im just, i dont know, just typing without thinking , sorry, no clue

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In the Lord's Love, they laugh, and in the Lord's Love, they weep, and also keep silent.

They do not care for anything else, except their True Husband Lord.

This is a high spiritual state and a sikh said this is a sign of being imbued by the Naam, when one begins to truely love VAHEGURU.

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Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa, Waheguru ji ki Fateh. This has been happening for ages now. i'll be happy one minute then suddenly it just hits on me and i feel extremeley down. I tr yand try to look happy and i think of happy things, but then i just give up and am back to my normal self. almost depressed. I just start missing people suddenly, not anyone, but gursikhs that i've met, like really good raagis and chardikala people, then i dont know i just cry and listen to kirtan all night. I'm an amritdhari girl, in high school starting collenge next year but i don't even want to. I mean, what if you die tomorrow then what is studying going to help me. I know these are negative thoughts, but im saying the truth, thats what i think. people do notice, like parents, and i just lie, i know thats wrong, saying im tired thats why my eyes are red, or i say i got face wash in my eyes and they're stinging. i say to my parents that im studying and i just listen to raagis hours upon end, all styles, akj, classic, tunes etc. sometimes i dont even know it and im actually crying. I do pray and do simran. i want to start learning kirtan but parents say that i have to study first. I know for a fact that im going to fail, but the worst thing is that im not even bothered, so i dont even know why i mentioned education in this post. When i sometimes see a singh or singhni in bana, ijust think wow, just feel inspired but upset that there are so many bad people in the world and poor people.

So the main thing is that i feel really down, i will just listen to lots of beraag shabads, this week i've been listenening to the history of the Sahibzade and i just cry and cry. People tell me that i am too emotional, but that isn't the case. if someone is nasty to me i do stand up to them and have had many fights, so i'm not feeling sorry for myself or anything, it is just that even when the atmosphere at the gurdwara is rally happy, and everyoone is really happy at home, i still don't feel happy. I'll google a picture of a shaheed singh and just stare at it and cry without even realising. I dont think its anything to do with beraag, becaus thats a good thing. I just feel down, and always upset. I can't remember the last time when i was smiling from inside, i just do it to make my parents think i am okay. They ask me whats wrong, but how can i tell them whats wrong when i dont even know myself what wrong. I know i sound confusing but i would like to know does anyone know whats wrong with me. i have been told to eat more and sleep more but i feel like my heart is beating really fast, consistently. i also feel really impatient sometimes, and think why don't Maharaj come back today, like right now! in the same form, and bring back all the puraatan singh with them, i dont know, just get lots of really weid feelings. i just want to catch the first flight to amritsar and hug a chardikala gursikh as hard as i can and not let them go. youcan laugh at me, but these are the things that i feel. i want to be surrounded by gursikhs for the rest of my life. i have no energy to do normal things like shopping or eating, just feel lost really. Ive just been crying a lot. i dont want people to feel sorry for me, just tell me whats wrong with me, and im not going to the doctor becaise all i will be told is to have lots of water, that doesn't help me in any form. have any of you's thought like this or felt this way maybe.

WaheGuru Ji Ka Khalsa WaheGuru Ji Ki Fateh bhenji! First of all I would like to share that I've been through the same phase and do not be discouraged or depressed. Its just a phase of spiritual realization. Instead of thinking that there is something wrong with you, think the opposite. You're on the right path! Do not go to the doctor. The body that WaheGuru Ji has blessed us with does not need anything but NAAM and NAAM only. Unless you feel there is something seriously wrong with a limb or something then you may need to go but I don't think that seems to be the case. Please do realize that we need to go through this world and still be detached. So keep up with your studies but also remember WaheGuru all the time. It seems that you are really close to the Shaheed Singhs. They have done their duty and we need to do ours! Give yourself some alone time and "listen" to yourself. Our consciousness has been conditioned by the world ever since we're born so may need to get rid of all the garbage and realize that the jot or the light that WaheGuru has placed in us is FREE from sorrow and diseases and sin! Overall I think this is just a beginning and not something that is miserably miserable. Take Care!

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thank you again, i have been doing that path aswell as others, such as malas of gurmanatar/moolmantar and even sometimes do extra japji sahibs and assa di vaar and anything i can really, i started doing ardas and i stood there for ages just crying. i do not have a clue what to do. i just feel in my own world. when no one is at home or around me i cry and scream . i just think of this for some reason, that if i cry enough at one time in one go, i wont have to cry again, but silly me doesn't realise that in reality, tears don't stop. please maharaj. i just can't forget 1984. !!!! its around new year and i still see sharabees at the gurdwara, why caant they look at all the sacrifices that Guru ji has made for us. US?? We don't evem thank him. the one who saved us! What hasn't maharaj done for us, but no. sikhs, forget the rest, SIKHS DO NOT EVEN REMEMBER HIM. Sikhi is full of shaheeds that gave up their own life, for the panth. never mind giving up our lives, we can''t even come in sikh saroop. is this not crazy? god help them stonehearted people that are born into sikhi and yet don't become part of the khalsa panth. Why/ Why don't they understand for godssake, why!! im just, i dont know, just typing without thinking , sorry, no clue

Waheguru ji ka Khalsa Waheguru ji ki fateh

The solution to your problem can be found in Japji Sahib. Kindly give greater consideration to last three tuks.

ਅਸੰਖ ਮੂਰਖ ਅੰਧ ਘੋਰ ॥ Countless fools, blinded by ignorance. ਮੂਰਖ ਅੰਧ ਘੋਰ = ਪਰਲੇ ਦਰਜੇ ਦੇ ਮੂਰਖ, ਮਹਾਂ ਮੂਰਖ। (ਨਿਰੰਕਾਰ ਦੀ ਰਚੀ ਹੋਈ ਸ੍ਰਿਸ਼ਟੀ ਵਿਚ) ਅਨੇਕਾਂ ਹੀ ਮਹਾਂ ਮੂਰਖ ਹਨ,

ਅਸੰਖ ਚੋਰ ਹਰਾਮਖੋਰ ॥ Countless thieves and embezzlers. ਹਰਾਮਖੋਰ = ਪਰਾਇਆ ਮਾਲ ਖਾਣ ਵਾਲੇ। ਅਨੇਕਾਂ ਹੀ ਚੋਰ ਹਨ, ਜੋ ਪਰਾਇਆ ਮਾਲ (ਚੁਰਾ ਚੁਰਾ ਕੇ) ਵਰਤ ਰਹੇ ਹਨ

ਅਸੰਖ ਅਮਰ ਕਰਿ ਜਾਹਿ ਜੋਰ ॥ Countless impose their will by force. ਅਮਰ = ਹੁਕਮ। ਜੋਰ = ਧੱਕੇ, ਵਧੀਕੀਆਂ। ਅਤੇ ਅਨੇਕਾਂ ਹੀ ਇਹੋ ਜਿਹੇ ਮਨੁੱਖ ਹਨ, ਜੋ (ਦੂਜਿਆਂ ਉੱਤੇ) ਹੁਕਮ ਤੇ ਵਧੀਕੀਆਂ ਕਰ ਕਰ ਕੇ (ਅੰਤ ਨੂੰ ਇਸ ਸੰਸਾਰ ਤੋਂ) ਚਲੇ ਜਾਂਦੇ ਹਨ।

ਅਸੰਖ ਗਲਵਢ ਹਤਿਆ ਕਮਾਹਿ ॥ Countless cut-throats and ruthless killers. ਗਲਵਢ = ਗਲ ਵੱਢਣ ਵਾਲੇ, ਕਾਤਲ, ਖ਼ੂਨੀ ਮਨੁੱਖ। ਹਤਿਆ ਕਮਾਹਿ = ਦੂਜਿਆਂ ਦੇ ਗਲ ਵੱਢਦੇ ਹਨ। ਅਨੇਕਾਂ ਹੀ ਖ਼ੂਨੀ ਮਨੁੱਖ ਲੋਕਾਂ ਦੇ ਗਲ ਵੱਢ ਰਹੇ ਹਨ

ਅਸੰਖ ਪਾਪੀ ਪਾਪੁ ਕਰਿ ਜਾਹਿ ॥ Countless sinners who keep on sinning. ਕਰਿ ਜਾਹਿ = ਕਰ ਕੇ (ਅੰਤ ਨੂੰ ਇਸ ਸੰਸਾਰ ਤੋਂ) ਚਲੇ ਜਾਂਦੇ ਹਨ। ਪਾਪੁ ਕਰਿ ਜਾਹਿ = ਪਾਪ ਕਮਾ ਕੇ ਅੰਤ ਨੂੰ ਤੁਰ ਜਾਂਦੇ ਹਨ। ਅਤੇ ਅਨੇਕਾਂ ਹੀ ਪਾਪੀ ਮਨੁੱਖ ਪਾਪ ਕਮਾ ਕੇ (ਆਖ਼ਰ) ਇਸ ਦੁਨੀਆ ਤੋਂ ਤੁਰ ਜਾਂਦੇ ਹਨ।

ਅਸੰਖ ਕੂੜਿਆਰ ਕੂੜੇ ਫਿਰਾਹਿ ॥ Countless liars, wandering lost in their lies. ਕੂੜਿਆਰ = ਉਹ ਮਨੁੱਖ ਜਿਨ੍ਹਾਂ ਦੇ ਹਿਰਦੇ ਕੂੜ ਦੇ ਟਿਕਾਣੇ ਬਣੇ ਪਏ ਹਨ, ਝੂਠ ਦੇ ਸੁਭਾਉ ਵਾਲੇ। ਕੂੜੇ = ਕੂੜ ਵਿਚ ਹੀ। ਫਿਰਾਹਿ = ਫਿਰਦੇ ਹਨ, ਪਰਵਿਰਤ ਹਨ, ਰੁੱਝੇ ਹੋਏ ਹਨ। ਅਨੇਕਾਂ ਹੀ ਝੂਠ ਬੋਲਣ ਦੇ ਸੁਭਾਉ ਵਾਲੇ ਮਨੁੱਖ ਝੂਠ ਵਿਚ ਹੀ ਰੁੱਝੇ ਪਏ ਹਨ

ਅਸੰਖ ਮਲੇਛ ਮਲੁ ਭਖਿ ਖਾਹਿ ॥ Countless wretches, eating filth as their ration. ਮਲੇਛ = ਮਲੀਨ ਮੱਤ ਵਾਲੇ, ਖੋਟੀ ਬੁੱਧ ਵਾਲੇ ਮਨੁੱਖ। ਖਾਹਿ = ਖਾਂਦੇ ਹਨ। ਭਖਿ ਖਾਹਿ = ਹਾਬੜਿਆਂ ਵਾਂਗ ਖਾਈ ਜਾਂਦੇ ਹਨ। ('ਭਖ' ਅਤੇ 'ਖਾਹਿ' ਦੋਵੇਂ ਸੰਸਕ੍ਰਿਤ ਦੇ ਧਾਤੂ ਹਨ, ਦੋਹਾਂ ਦਾ ਅਰਥ ਹੈ 'ਖਾਣਾ'। ਤੀਜੀ ਪਉੜੀ ਵਿਚ ਭੀ ਇਕ ਇਹੋ ਜਿਹੀ 'ਖਾਹੀ ਖਾਹਿ' ਸੰਯੁਕਤ ਕ੍ਰਿਆ ਆ ਚੁਕੀ ਹੈ)। ਅਤੇ ਅਨੇਕਾਂ ਹੀ ਖੋਟੀ ਬੁੱਧੀ ਵਾਲੇ ਮਨੁੱਖ ਮਲ (ਭਾਵ, ਅਖਾਜ) ਹੀ ਖਾਈ ਜਾ ਰਹੇ ਹਨ।

ਅਸੰਖ ਨਿੰਦਕ ਸਿਰਿ ਕਰਹਿ ਭਾਰੁ ॥ Countless slanderers, carrying the weight of their stupid mistakes on their heads. ਸਿਰਿ = ਆਪਣੇ ਸਿਰ ਉੱਤੇ। ਸਿਰਿ ਕਰਹਿ ਭਾਰੁ = ਆਪਣੇ ਸਿਰ ਉੱਤੇ ਭਾਰ ਚੁਕਦੇ ਹਨ। ਅਨੇਕਾਂ ਹੀ ਨਿਦੰਕ (ਨਿੰਦਾ ਕਰ ਕੇ) ਆਪਣੇ ਸਿਰ ਉੱਤੇ (ਨਿੰਦਿਆ ਦਾ) ਭਾਰ ਚੁੱਕ ਰਹੇ ਹਨ।

ਨਾਨਕੁ ਨੀਚੁ ਕਹੈ ਵੀਚਾਰੁ ॥ Nanak, the lowly, gives description. ਨਾਨਕੁ ਨੀਚੁ = ਨੀਚ ਨਾਨਕ, ਨਾਨਕ ਵਿਚਾਰਾ, ਗਰੀਬ ਨਾਨਕ। (ਹੇ ਨਿਰੰਕਾਰ! ਅਨੇਕਾਂ ਹੋਰ ਜੀਵ ਕਈ ਹੋਰ ਕੁਕਰਮਾਂ ਵਿਚ ਫਸੇ ਹੋਣਗੇ, ਮੇਰੀ ਕੀਹ ਤਾਕਤ ਹੈ ਕਿ ਤੇਰੀ ਕੁਦਰਤਿ ਦੀ ਪੂਰਨ ਵਿਚਾਰ ਕਰ ਸਕਾਂ?ਨਾਨਕ ਵਿਚਾਰਾ (ਤਾਂ) ਇਹ (ਉਪਰਲੀ ਤੁੱਛ ਜਿਹੀ) ਵਿਚਾਰ ਪੇਸ਼ ਕਰਦਾ ਹੈ।

ਵਾਰਿਆ ਨ ਜਾਵਾ ਏਕ ਵਾਰ ॥ I cannot even once be a sacrifice to You. (ਹੇ ਅਕਾਲ ਪੁਰਖ!) ਮੈਂ ਤਾਂ ਤੇਰੇ ਉੱਤੇਂ ਇਕ ਵਾਰੀ ਭੀ ਸਦਕੇ ਹੋਣ ਜੋਗਾ ਨਹੀਂ ਹਾਂ (ਭਾਵ, ਮੈਂ ਤੇਰੀ ਬੇਅੰਤ ਕੁਦਰਤਿ ਦੀ ਪੂਰਨ ਵਿਚਾਰ ਕਰਨ ਜੋਗਾ ਨਹੀਂ ਹਾਂ)।

ਜੋ ਤੁਧੁ ਭਾਵੈ ਸਾਈ ਭਲੀ ਕਾਰ ॥ Whatever pleases You is the only good done, ਜੋ ਤੈਨੂੰ ਚੰਗਾ ਲੱਗਦਾ ਹੈ, ਉਹੀ ਕੰਮ ਭਲਾ ਹੈ (ਭਾਵ, ਤੇਰੀ ਰਜ਼ਾ ਵਿਚ ਹੀ ਰਹਿਣਾ ਠੀਕ ਹੈ। ਤੇਰੀ ਸਿਫ਼ਤ-ਸਾਲਾਹ ਕਰ ਕੇ ਅਸਾਂ ਜੀਵਾਂ ਲਈ ਇਹੀ ਭਲੀ ਗੱਲ ਹੈ ਕਿ ਤੇਰੀ ਰਜ਼ਾ ਵਿਚ ਰਹੀਏ)।

ਤੂ ਸਦਾ ਸਲਾਮਤਿ ਨਿਰੰਕਾਰ ॥੧੮॥ You, Eternal and Formless One. ||18|| ਹੇ ਨਿਰੰਕਾਰ! ਤੂੰ ਸਦਾ-ਥਿਰ ਰਹਿਣ ਵਾਲਾ ਹੈਂ ॥੧੮॥

Waheguru ji ka Khalsa Waheguru ji ki fateh

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Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa
Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh!

Bhenji, i can totally understand you! :) I was at this stage ones! I wasnt amritdhaari but had intence longing for Waheguru, His Love, His blessings, ... and Amrit!

I would be quite the whole day, and do naam simran in mind. My parents even wanted me to take to a doctor. Let me tell you, its always good to go to doctor and counsellor (trust me) , but i knew there was no medical problem with, i was just so in love with Waheguru! I used to sing - Mera Baid Guru Gobinda ^_^ . I experienced all that because, it was just the longing of Amrit, time of adolescence where you are finding who you are and your goals!

I am proud of you!!! You, my Soul Sister, have so much pyaar for Guru Sahib! Guru ji must be very happy with you!
But Guru ji's children are always in Chardi kalla... why arent you? Guru ji's children have faith, love , acceptance of his Will and a never-ending companionship with Waheguru! You should too right?

Im telling you, get Sangat! Sangat is a huge blessing where Guru ji's children grow more pyaar together. Aee Mil Gursikh Aae mil, Tu Mere Gur Ke Pyaare :l: Go to Gurdwara Sahib and do lots and lots of Seva, see the peace that will prevail in your mind! Talk to people there, and talk about Waheguru with them!

You are at a stage where you are finding who you are finding yourself, your goals. I am happy that you love Waheguru in this age!!!! so you are developing Gursikh Values!!!

You know our soul... is God. There is no difference in God and us. BUT, because we have gathered so much karam and dirt because of maya, we have forgotten ourselves! We have forgotten that God is experienced inside, just inside.. and He is the never-ending treasure for happiness, peace , love, compassion. All these are His qualities!! That is why Gursikhs are so in Chardi kaala and have so much pyaar for everyone and never ending peace!

You are sad because your soul is sad. It has begun to realize that you are part of Waheguru, and has been separated You have to merge back in Him. This sadness comes, see you are finding yourself here. You have to know your goal in life as a Sikh.

But do you think crying in front of screen works? NO! Convert that energy to something better! Start doing Naam Simran when you feel that way! Maharaj ji is always here! What are you talking about?? Go meet Guru Granth Sahib ji and talk to them with Hukamnama and baanis! Why are you saying Guru ji isnt here!!! Read inspirational stories of Bhai Randhir Singh. Listen to a story how even in darkest jail, Bhai Sahib was still not alone, with Guru Sahib.



Just wondering, have you taken Amrit? If not, then why?
Do you wake up at Amrit vela and do full nitem? Nitnem is very important. You have lots of eneergy in yourself that you are putting towards negetive things like crying, direct this energy to build yourself! Do hours of Naam simran , (start from less time)

Another thing, to be honest, even I used to feel that why do I study? When Dharamraj is going to ask me for my accounts, it wouldnt matter how much wealth i accumulated or how many PHDs I have. It would matter if daas has enough naam simran and abheyaas. But you know, worldly studies are important too. No doubt that Gurbani abheyaas is always more important! But Guru ji will not like if we leave everything and only do paath. Remember Guru ji wants us to live in Grehast jeevan, in maaya but yet detached from it! Its amazing! And Guru Angad Dev ji gave us Gurmukhi letters! Ofcource study is important that is why Guru Sahib ji gathered those letters so the normal public understands Guru's Bani and follow it. Guru ji wanted to spread knowledge to people. One of my inspiration to work and study way, I want to be a teacher and teach at Khalsa School! This way I would be always with Guru Granth Sahib ji , and i ll get seva to teach youngsters about Waheguru! Also, I would be able to give dashwand and contribute to Panth! I want to play a part too. So study properly, Guru ji wants you to pass and be successful.

Waheguru Ang Sang!


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