Please At Least Post Dont Just Look And Leave Help Me Out Like A Brother

[Guest Guest]

so i asked this before last year I didnt get many answers so I am going to ask again so when I was young around 12 i was blessed with amrit I in young days had 0 sikhs around me who could teach me I hung with wrong sangat...............I made bajjer kureheits these bajjar kurehits were done more than once like kesh cutting was done more than once etc, smoked weed, watched bad things, lied, killed insects because of scared like spiders, and ate eggs/meat my family said its ok so I was stupid enough to listen to them, ...........as I grew up at age 17 I relized that was wrong and I shud pesh so I peshed last year at age 21 and recieved blessed amrit MY ONLy issue is I TOLD THEM ALL THAT STUFF I DID WRONG EXCEPT FOR telling them I did those things more than just once DO I HAVE TO PESH AGAIN OR I AM GOOD PLEASE GIVE ME LEGIT ANSWERS PLEASE I AM YOUR BROTHER wud you help him I am sorry to waheguru I am stupid for doing mistakes but tell me brothers and sisters..shud I have to go back again and tell whole thing again it seems very embarrasing as well I am going to different amrit sanchars and wud do this should I have to or NO

[Guest Charanpreet Singh]

You have realised your mistake and asked for forgiveness. Guru knows all. No need to pesh again. Follow rehat and love baani. All the best

[Guest Jacfsing2]

*Watching topic: (This is something I'd like to know as well).

[ms514]

VAHEGURU JI KA KHALSA, VAHEGURU JI KI FATEH

If you are having doubts, go again and clear your doubts and say what you need to say to the Punj Pyare.

A) Tell them the situation - you went pesh, but did not mention you committed the same stuff multiple times.

B) If Guru Sahib asks, provide details or incidents and number of times as/if they ask.

C) Do what they say.

It's obvious it is still bothering you, so just cut to the chase and go. Embarrassing - there is supposed to be strict confidentiality and those doing the seva should have enough of a Gursikh jeevan to have been selected for the seva. All sorts of things are brought in front of the Punj Pyare, from the very minor to the very serious. Guru Sahib's job is to take care of his Sikh, so go get this off your mind and move on with your Gursikhi jeevan.

[Guest guest]

I didn't telll them everything that I just posted now t I at I look back and remember

[Guest 0 to 100]

I would, otherwise this doubt in your mind will never go away.

Do it, tell the Panj Pyarey and stop avoid it/making excuses saying its embarrassing! What's more embarrassing is you not manning up and going to the Panj Pyaarey straight, and asking them to make their decision as to whether the matter can be put to bed or not.

Go. Tell them it from start to finish (offences, not informing the first time, your guilt and where you are now)

[Guest dontworry]

I think this is personal for you so you have to go by what your feeling.

My thinking is that as long as you havent done any kurheits since amrit then no need to go pesh. Just work on your jeevan. Do simran and nitnem and listen and understand gurbani and kirtan and do lots of seva.

The reason im saying it because any man would logicallyy know the if you ate eggs it wouldnt have been once. Or smoked weed it wudnt be one joint. If u cut hair probably not just the once either.even killing spiders ... the pesh isnt for 1 spider.

As panj pyare they want to know what they are dealing with. Im sure as men and singhs they are aware that during oesh you only have limited time to explain what you have done and not every tiny detail.so see what i mean? Like,they would of asked you how many spiders were killed if it was deemed important or relevant to their judgement.

They will have forgiven for all in ardas and as long as you do the seva they said and so as long as you havent done any bujjer kurheit since then your ok.

Guru is all knowing and forgiving, you have acknowledged your wrongs dont live with guilt.

Relax.

[sikhni777]

I think you are concentrating on the wrong end of what you are actually meant to concentrate on.

You have told them what you did. You went for the pesh. Assuming that you are reciting bani everyday, your paaps will be slowly reduced.

What you should actually be concentrating on is the name of God, kirtan, path, seva and try to read as many good books as you can and stay motivated to do your naam jap as much as you can. Thinking about your sins is a waste of time. Even God keeps our past lives hidden from us. If we kept on looking back how would we be able to focus on our way forward?

It is naam which destroys sins at the end of the day.

Pichle augun bhaksle prabh aage marag pavae

How do you know that when you had amrit the last time your sins were not forgiven.

If you had not been forgiven already - you would not have been led to have amrit again.

[MisterrSingh]

Get your head sorted, bro. You seem like you're still all at sea. Don't put a plaster (band-aid) over a gaping wound, I.E. plaster = Amrit.

With the stuff you said you've done, I think the best policy would be to retake it when you're in the right mental place to do so. Repeated instances of weed, porn, etc, aren't comparable to accidentally pulling out some hair from your arm, or something minor like that.