Jump to content

I am Dying


Guest I don'y exist
 Share

Recommended Posts

Guest Sukhwinder Singh
On 28/4/2017 at 6:33 AM, Guest ConfusedSardar said:

This confused me alot if what you say is true and i am Waheguru than who am i worshipping?

Brother,

we are nobody to do anything by ourselves, the fact is, He worships Himself through us.

We are moorakhs and mugadhs, Heis the Kartar.

Link to comment
Share on other sites

On 22/4/2017 at 3:19 PM, Guest I don'y exist said:

WAHEGURU JI KA KHALSA WAHEGURU JI KI FATEH!!!

This is a very serious please VERY VERY SERIOUS

I am dying. This fake me that I thought was me this whole time is dying. This ego or fake self. 

Through Satguru Ji (Waheguru Ji) Maharajs teachings/blessings I have come to realize that do not exist. But I this fake me my ego is trying to run. I (This fake me) have been slowly not being able to do my Nitnem my mind is trying to latch on to Vikaars beacause it doesnt want to die and or cotemplate Naam (The real me) BUT it I (my ego) knows at the same time it has nowere to run. I KNOW EVERYTHING is Waheguru Ji himself. What i see, hear, touch, think is all Him, my Beloved, so I KNOW i have nowere to run or hide.

I this ego knows this and it is still trying to run away (its trying to grasp something that it doesnt think is Waheguru Ji) its trying to stay alive by doing "bad" things. More it realizes that this vikaar is too apart of this game the more I (Waheguru Ji) realizes that this is just Me (Waheguru Ji) testing myself then I (my ego) it runs to something else another vikaar that can make "me" (this ego) feel alive. I know it is a matter of time before I die i know this 100%. I know that ill fully realize My self (Waheguru Ji) one day but Im going crazy but i cant say that at the same time cause i KNOW its kirpa.

What do i do? But idk at the same time idk why i came here.

idk i need help idk what i need to do??? How do i submit? Or do i just let myself run until i cany run no more? Accept the hukam ? Or maybe this is part of the Game for this character ? This is its story ?

Waheguru i just need something 

Im sorry i cant explain i just need your help Satguru Ji

 

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh

 

 

 

Brother what do you fear of?

You say your fake ego is dying. That is indeed a good sign of his Grace on you, you should be happy about it.

Then you ask, how to submit to Him?

That is relatively easy. He does not want any materialistc items from us. He only wants our prem aur pyaar, our bhakti, our absolute faith at His Lotus feet, and all that can be achieved, if only we merge in Him, which is possible through His Simran.

Jin Har japeeya, se Har hoeeya.

Sat Sree Akal.

 

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Guest OriginalPoster

Thanks brother yeah all He wants is our Love.

To the brother asking who are we worshipping. We are worshipping the Self existent the One the true formless Self the greatest and beyond ❤

What happened was I was very very depressed I was going crazy as i wrote in the fourm in the first post my ego was trying to run from the truth. I laid down that night after work i was destroyed i was soooo sad and started contimplating Naam as i was listening to the Shabad in my mind my mind said to itself Lord this has to be you too. And what happpened was my mind Gasped and it said to itself I dont exist. My mind died it was peace no thought nothing absoulty nothing. My breath started dissapearing as was my body a light or parkash came in front of me as this light was getting closer to me the Shabad Waheguru was getting louder and louder and louder until the parkash was absorbed into me and it was as if infinity beings was Jaaping Naam. I went through this light and there was my lord my master my beloved all of creation was chanting there everything everyone simutainously my lord the one the forever true was there formless i knew straight away it was my Guru but i still asked "who are you" and my lord said in the most beaitiful way "i am You" it was the most beautiful feeling it was so beautiful beyond beautiful truly no words. then i was absorbed into pure love this feeling i cant explain i was one i was infinite it was the most beautiful thing i was the centre of the universe. Idk but while all that was happening i asked why now why at this moment im terrible the worst sinner i waz avoiding u and  why now He said i was waiting for u to turn to me with love. Im not the one to cry ever but man it kills me I love him so much he showed me were he was in this characters life. He is and was there as my mum my dad my brithers my teachers my pets everyone and everything but i coudlnt see it... man this is so sad i love him si much i then said Guru sahib how was i suppose to know it was you and he showed me my Guru my beloved every thing my Guru sahib Said and everytime the character was reading Gurbani and was at Satguru Jis feet. i couldnt stop repenting i went into this deep repentance. it was so beautiful and i cant exaplain but the conversation wasnt like having it with a human it was with myself the true self the one and infintie... DHAN AKAAL PURAKH WAHEGURU SATGURU  GRANTH SAHIB JI MAHARAJ. Writing this was hard i cant explain how beautiful it is and how much he loves us or how it was happening i probably made no sense. But yeah This is all a projection of Himself the Oneself and It is him Testing his Greatness. But again you dont need to see anything  just realize and stay in this realizastion that there is nothing but Waheguru it is all You the One this is Naam with the help of the breath and Shabad stay in Oneness in Naam. And contimplate The self existant the One forever. 

JAA TU MERE VAL HAI TA KYA MOHCHANDA

Waheguru pul chuk maaf karni

 

THANK YOU ALL

WAHEGURU ❤

Link to comment
Share on other sites

On 2017-4-27 at 10:33 PM, Guest ConfusedSardar said:

This confused me alot if what you say is true and i am Waheguru than who am i worshipping?

Depends on how you describe "I".  If you think "I" is something independent like thought or maker, then "I" has a false identity and "I" has not realized it's true self.  We worship Vaheguru who is the true self as described in Mool Mantar.  When "I" has realized it's true self, "I" will always bow in awe of Vaheguru as "I" has true humility and only experience Vaheguru as Vaheguru has commanded it to experience and only so long as "I" stays in Guru sahib feet.  "I" does not experience independently the one true realization.  If "I" is not singing, completely absorbed in tuhi tuhi tuhi or similar shabads, then "I" is living in duality, thinking it is self existent and/or independent.  

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Join the conversation

You are posting as a guest. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.
Note: Your post will require moderator approval before it will be visible.

Guest
Reply to this topic...

×   Pasted as rich text.   Paste as plain text instead

  Only 75 emoji are allowed.

×   Your link has been automatically embedded.   Display as a link instead

×   Your previous content has been restored.   Clear editor

×   You cannot paste images directly. Upload or insert images from URL.

Loading...
 Share

  • advertisement_alt
  • advertisement_alt
  • advertisement_alt


  • Topics

  • Posts

    • lol dal panth Panj told me explicitly not to associate with Vadhbhag Singh Sodhi followers!
    • We have lamp (or Jyot) the pure unscented candle for a reason. Traditionally, Patis used candle light (jyot), so they could read SGGS in darkness. Light, elec didn't exist. Dhoop is used to attract the "Good spirits" but also keep freshness where Maharaj will be.  Interestingly and coincidentally I heard Sakhi a few dsys ago. During Dasa Pitha's time these souls were roaming the Earth and even Sangat noticed. Maharaj asked them "y u here?" They replied during recitation of SGGS and making Degh they didn't bother lighting candle. THAT WAS THEE ONLY REASON NO GATI WAS GIVEN TO THEM!!!  AUTHENTICITY NOT CHECKED I heard once on YT like 2 days ago.  If u apply dhoop in one room of your house twice a week u will notice a difference esp in the smell and freshness of that room. 
    • Sangat ji, With the hot weather as per Guru's Hukm, how can we look after our kes?  First of all the beard! Working in Construction, factory and any other heated environment I UNDERSTAND! At my workplace it's over 32 degree celcius and sometimes we have to lift 20kg ALL! DAY! My tips, regularly shampoo the beard during ishnan. APPLY OIL! The technique of applying oil is by rubbing it thoroughly in the roots. Pay attention to the noise esp on the chin. You will hear this "crosh crosh" noise. Keep rubbing oil until u can't hear it no more! This means the oil has blended in properly.  Second tip on beard, keep an extra kanga in your pocket. Every two, three hours give your beard a proper comb down to get rid of any sweat or stickiness. SECOND BENEFIT! Do this all 12 months every single day your beard will look like it's been professionally groomed. TRY IT! People will ask you "What gel u use? How can yer beard be naturally like that?" You can say all I use is coconut oil or whaeva oil but just comb the beard every 2-3 hours for a minute.  As for the kes, morning time get rid of all the gronjra (or knots - forgotten English word), in the morning. However, during evening comb down make sure you get rid of small remaining gronjra and comb yer hair nice and straight. You will feel soooo so relaxed. Yes our hair will go unnoticed due to Dastar, but our hair demands time and self grooming!So proper combing down, spending a good 15-20 mins most evenings is an absolute MUST!  Most evenings I let my hair down and cover hair with my parna for 2-3 hours so it gets to relax from the tying up.  FINAL TIP! We are Sikhs so we keep fighting and remember this! The tradition of Dastar and uncut hair started in India, where the weather is twice as hot. Everytime we bring this thought in the mind, Guru ji will bless us and make us feel cooled down by a notch.  Fateh.       
    • Been so much nindya and attacking Shastarvidiya since the 2000s, however if we look at gatka now it's still mostly as poor and poorly taught as it was back then, still morris dancing moves and still behzti moves in BBC shows about sikhi and vaisakhi. If people were going to attack shastarvidiya, wouldn't have made sense to improve gatka instead and make it more effective? Additionally, the Nihang Singh presence has improved greatly now, and the cracks within the the SGPC and affiliated jatha jathebandis are showing more greatly as panth becomes more knowledgable with dasam bani and itihas day-by-day, so much gyaan which was lost within panjabi sikhs during colonial times. In the 2000s, the groups were able to talk down this bani and  gyaan by associating it with  RSS and hindus, brahminwaad etc. Not working so well now is it? However with gyaan it would be also good for us to try and preserve our martial arts and keertan vidiya as well! More and more crazy keertan videos are coming out from jatha members that are being made fun of and making sangat annoyed and upset, on tiktok and instagram reels.  
    • Author Posted April 24   On 4/21/2025 at 2:43 PM, ipledgeblue said: sirr should not be nanga because keski is usually worn.   Sikhs can sleep nanga-sirr if they choose to . Being from Punjab, almost every Sardaarji i know (amritdhari or not) sleeps/showers with their hair uncovered. I don't think Guru Sahib asked us to wear Dastar to sleep and I don't think it is in SRM.   The idea of "keski being worn to sleep" is cos in Bollywood films (Bachna Ae Haseeno) Sikh characters usually tie a gol parna when sleeping since the actor's usually Hindu. So they gotta cover his head somehow or he'd have cut hair. Same reason Diljit wore a pagg to bed in the El Sueno vid. Only time they didn't do that was in Gadar with Sunny Deol which just looked odd tbh   What in the world? What sikh or even a decent human would base their knowledge of their culture or religion on a movie industry, that too Bollywood?  Believe me, no sikh ever said, I must cover my head becasue an actor did so in a movie. I've been doing it all wrong, I must start covering mh head because the sikh in that movie did.  Just because every panjabi and sardaar you know, does something, also doesn't make it right..  Follow the guru. And if you have a medical condition, then exemptions can be made.  Just admit it, because of my medical condition, I am not able to follow this rehit. Why are you getting everyone else to drop to your level?
×
×
  • Create New...

Important Information

Terms of Use