Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[TejiKaur]

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa

Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh

kk now i was born and raised in america all my life

but i love punjab

now i Know God is chatr Chakr Varti

I know Guru Ji is everywhere

but i cant get over this moh i have for punjab esp for Amritsar and Fatehgargh sahib

we just got the Gurbani Channel and it's even worse

much worse

i get teary eyed when i see Harmandir Sahib

really teary eyed

i go every year but still

something inside pulls me

its physical pain in my chest

when i do simran or when im reading gurbani im kk

but at school

or wid my friends

or here and there

meaning when im not hearing gurbani its really bad

how do i train my mind to get over this

its hard and it hurts

anandpur sahib too and joti saroop

[.- Prabhjot Singh -.]

ah the bairaag Waheguru such posts fill my heart with.. oh Waheguru Phenji, what you are experiencing is not love for punjab but the yearning for Akal Purakh! Waheguru!

[AvnitK]

waheguru bhenji... we share the same thoughts ...waheguru waheguru waheguru

[Guest shastr]

vairaag, you dont wanna lose these thoughts or feelings, they are very good and very much needed.

[vikramjitsingh]

Fateh parwaan karro jiyo,

May I be smitten with such love for life,

And the same goes for my boys and my wife.

One must have such a yearning for Darbar Sahib or Sifti da Ghar,

That just the thought and with 'tears akhaa jaan bhar'.

Every Sikh must have for Fategarh Sahib a special place in the heart or dill,

Go there and eyes with tears and heart with pride do fill.

Even today when one drives on the highway one can hear Gurbani,

Both in the morn and evening you can hear on loudspeakers recitation of Bani.

Guru Rakha

[Matheen]

Beautiful!

[TejiKaur]

Waheguru thanks so much for the replies

i mean it does make me do simran but it really really really really hurts very badly

to the extent that ill b in class and i cant focus

sometimes ill have tears in my eyes

when i am with Guru Granth Sahib i am perfectly fine

when im doing simran or nitnem im fine

only when im doing something non sikhi related (like school)

or in sangat where i must and dont want ot b

or being dragged place to place with parents

or when im being forced to go shopping/ eun errands ect than its really bad

i mean its not emotional

its a physical pain

like someone took something inside my chest and beat it with a stick and pinches it and twisted it

something that tells me why am i here what am i doing here

i convince myself that God puts us in places for work and Guru Ji is everywhere and then im kk then it restarts