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[Lionesswoman]

On 26/11/2016 at 3:46 PM, sikhni777 said:

That site aside, I am greatly worried by your attitude. I think you should reflect on this shabad from SGGS Ang 441

 

ਮਨ ਤੂੰ ਮਤ ਮਾਣੁ ਕਰਹਿ ਜਿ ਹਉ ਕਿਛੁ ਜਾਣਦਾ ਗੁਰਮੁਖਿ ਨਿਮਾਣਾ ਹੋਹੁ॥   मन तूं मत माणु करहि जि हउ किछु जाणदा गुरमुखि निमाणा होहु ॥   Man ṯūʼn maṯ māṇ karahi jė ha▫o kicẖẖ jāṇḏā gurmukẖ nimāṇā hohu.   O mind, don't be so proud of yourself, as if you know it all; the Gurmukh is humble and modest.

ਅੰਤਰਿ ਅਗਿਆਨੁ ਹਉ ਬੁਧਿ ਹੈ ਸਚਿ ਸਬਦਿ ਮਲੁ ਖੋਹੁ॥   अंतरि अगिआनु हउ बुधि है सचि सबदि मलु खोहु ॥   Anṯar agi▫ān ha▫o buḏẖ hai sacẖ sabaḏ mal kẖohu.   Within the intellect are ignorance and ego; through the True Word of the Shabad, this filth is washed off.

ਹੋਹੁ ਨਿਮਾਣਾ ਸਤਿਗੁਰੂ ਅਗੈ ਮਤ ਕਿਛੁ ਆਪੁ ਲਖਾਵਹੇ॥   होहु निमाणा सतिगुरू अगै मत किछु आपु लखावहे ॥   Hohu nimāṇā saṯgurū agai maṯ kicẖẖ āp lakẖāvhe.   So be humble, and surrender to the True Guru; do not attach your identity to your ego.

ਆਪਣੈ ਅਹੰਕਾਰਿ ਜਗਤੁ ਜਲਿਆ ਮਤ ਤੂੰ ਆਪਣਾ ਆਪੁ ਗਵਾਵਹੇ॥   आपणै अहंकारि जगतु जलिआ मत तूं आपणा आपु गवावहे ॥   Āpṇai ahaʼnkār jagaṯ jali▫ā maṯ ṯūʼn āpṇā āp gavāvhe.   The world is consumed by ego and self-identity; see this, lest you lose your own self as well.

ਸਤਿਗੁਰ ਕੈ ਭਾਣੈ ਕਰਹਿ ਕਾਰ ਸਤਿਗੁਰ ਕੈ ਭਾਣੈ ਲਾਗਿ ਰਹੁ॥   सतिगुर कै भाणै करहि कार सतिगुर कै भाणै लागि रहु ॥   Saṯgur kai bẖāṇai karahi kār saṯgur kai bẖāṇai lāg rahu.   Make yourself follow the Sweet Will of the True Guru; remain attached to His Sweet Will.

ਇਉ ਕਹੈ ਨਾਨਕੁ ਆਪੁ ਛਡਿ ਸੁਖ ਪਾਵਹਿ ਮਨ ਨਿਮਾਣਾ ਹੋਇ ਰਹੁ ॥੭॥   इउ कहै नानकु आपु छडि सुख पावहि मन निमाणा होइ रहु ॥७॥   I▫o kahai Nānak āp cẖẖad sukẖ pāvahi man nimāṇā ho▫e rahu. ||7||   Thus says Nanak: renounce your ego and self-conceit, and obtain peace; let your mind abide in humility. ||7||

 

I see myself as Nothing but a slave at His feet, I Live for Truth, I'm just <banned word filter activated> and that's it.