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18th Generation of Satguru Sri Guru Nanak Dev Sahib Ji Maharaj, Sheikh Zahoor Ahmed


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58 minutes ago, Redoptics said:

Hmmm interesting conundrum, from what I am aware he sounds like another Sri Chand, blood is nothing if you don't follow Guru Granth Sahib Ji and and become one with bani. 

Guru Sahib himself said Rangretta Guru Ka Beta, devotion is more important.

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8 hours ago, Redoptics said:

Hmmm interesting conundrum, from what I am aware he sounds like another Sri Chand, blood is nothing if you don't follow Guru Granth Sahib Ji and and become one with bani. 

much much worse than Baba Sri Chand 

more comparable to prithichandie, ram raiae, dhir mal etc. 

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15 hours ago, Jai Tegang! said:

The old man states that it was his father, kulwant singh, son of Hira Singh, that converted. Kulwant Singh was married to Khem Singh Bedi's granddaughter. It's interesting how he describes the process. His father had travelled to Iran and came under Islamic influence during his extended stay. Came back and started dining with muslims. Sikhs got suspicious and started harassing him to quit his islamic leaning. Kulwant singh took off with his wife, from one village to the next, with sikhs in pursuit, until he landed in a more powerful caste muslim village, where he settled in safety and cut his hair. The wife had little choice left I suppose and was renamed Zainab Bibi. The old man states that he recalls his mother as being mentally deranged during his childhood due to the trauma of separation from her whole extended family members. Even he seems to realize what an <banned word filter activated> decision his father made to convert as they lived in poverty afterwards, coming from powerful clans that owned thousands of acres of lands. At one point, the old man says his dad used to say " we come from a kaum that is the sardar of all kaums" (referring to his own Sikh origins). I'm sure kulwant singh regretted his decision, especially since 47' buried all possibility of reversal.

Thanks for this bro. 

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