TinnkerBell Posted January 22, 2019 Report Share Posted January 22, 2019 On 7/3/2017 at 2:47 AM, Guest Dasan das said: Sangat ji , I need help. I really want to have darshan of guru Gobind Singh ji Maharaj and I have been trying a lot for some months now. I sleep few hours and keep doing simran and path. My parents are concerned and want me to sleep more and wake up later at amritvela. Any tips and advice much appreciated. I have taken Amrit but need to do correction or Sadai because I accidentally take off my Kashara from both legs. Could that may be a reason. Please I am just so confused. I am amritdheri so no meat eggs alcohol drugs hair cut in my family and I keep strictly to an 11 pm amritvela with maharajas Kirpa and keep going till after sunrise. I know I should be patient but how much longer does das have to wait for Maharaj. I sometimes just keep looking outside hoping Maharaj would give darshan someday. Do I still need more simran path or do I just wait or sometimes I get the thought that it may not be my destiny to have darshan which makes me very sad sometimes. Still grateful for darshan of Sri Guru Granth Sahib ji Maharaj who is the joti jot of 10 guru sahibs but I still hope to have darshan of tenth guru Maharaj. I used to have a problem with masturbation and porn for atleast 2 years but with maharajs Kirpa I have changed. Could Maharaj be upset with me, or is Maharaj testing the patience and determination that he himself has given to me . Note - I am not shashterdhari unless having Kirpan makes you shashterdhari so could that maybe be why. Please if anyone has had darshan of Maharaj how long did it take you and what did you have to do to get darshan. Sorry for the long post , anyone help me please Bai ji, your great 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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